rantings of a deranged mind

My family and I will be moving from the family home this coming week, I dont know if its right to call this exciting, considering we have lived there all our lives, any how I dont make the rules, am like 23 and my father will not let me leave home, because he is set in he's ways and he believes that a female should only leave home, if she is getting married and then only if the young man has enough spine to walk up to him and ask for his daughter's hand,

Ok let me translate, this means I will probably stay at home forever! considering that the few young men that i have known will usually keep as far as way from my father except for The present young man, who I like to imagine is a prince from Zimbabwe, who seems to not give a hoot what anyone says, maybe he will be the one.

Where was I? moving!
ok am taking this next week off to see this small town for the last time considering the new place is an hour away, and the cool thing is I am learning so many things that I missed growing up, there are places here that I never knew existed and seeing all this stuff, well it makes me kinda sad that am leaving then I realise that if I had always seen this stuff, their beauty would be completely lost on me, but now....well now it means ..... everything.

reminds me of something some one once said about the stars and how if every night sky of every day of the year was filled with stars we would never ever see their beauty, but in the short glimpses we catch of them, we are able to see how lovely, how magical and and how totally magnificent a starry night is.

here's the cool thing about having a blog that no body reads, you get to write anything you like,you dont have to worry about what the next person thinks, because there is no next person, you dont have to worry about writing errors, because honestly ....who cares?
Just had a horrid morning, I hate to sound ungrateful, but I really don't like my job, dont be mistaken, I love what I do, but i just hate my job, and not being able to control something, when a client comes in yelling, i have to remain calm, i have to take the heat, for something, like a late delivery which would have been prevented, if the person in charge of fixing the machine, had done their job, I have to explain to a client why there is no ink to get their work printed....INK! I have to take the heat for that, yet I am the looney that is supposed to be at my desk creating artwork, how am i supposed to do that if I've got to deal with all the mess?
Anyhow, one of these days am just going to up and leave, but I supposed I already threatened to do that.
but just give me time,

By the way, its cool to be back at blog. and this time round, I intend to enjoy my self.