My boyfriend and I decided to go on a one month break till June, the reasons are great, and it was my
idea but am wondering how exactly am going to make it through a month without him
and its not really a month, its actually going to be three week but it still feels like forever, it seems
that my life has changed so much over the last three years and that is all because i was with him
alot of my life, actually I think my entire life untill yesterday has been revolving around him
I have made decisions on what to wear, how to speak to people , who to be friends with,
how to spend my weekends basing on Him. Its actually why am going on this break, to try and
figure out what my life really is with out him, and I dont even know how that is going to affect me, what
if I find that being with him has actually been crippling him, not that he ever said, you should do
things this way or that, I have lived like that of my own free will and now am trying to find my self
again. and I dont even know how that is going to work out,
What if turns out that we are better off separated? then what? what do I do come June?
I will probably have that answer in June.